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Saturday, April 16, 2005 @ 2:49 PM
ive gone real sappy.. i REALLY want to stay here.. im afraid if i leave i wont get back for some strange reason.. im beginning to hate the thougt of planes. i love to travel and see everything but if i have to get on one to leave.. id rather not. this house gives me the greatest comfort.. i feel right where i should be. i dont find myself missing manila sure i miss my friends but its different. in this house i get the greatest hugs from my grandmother and it actually brings tears to my eyes whenever we do. in this house my brother for the first time gave me a hug and he meant it because he knew that i needed it. in this house i can cry in front of everyone and i wont be ashamed of doing so. my grandmother knows my deepest sorrows and joys and im guessing my grandfather as well because she tells him everything at the end of the day. the other day i went out with my grandparents to pick up something and my grandmother tells the lady we are here to pick out my granddaughter's birthday and i was so surprised because i had no clue that was going to happen. after picking out the BEST gift ever.. we walked to the curb and before helping my grandmother down i hugged her and thanked her for the gift.. she gave me a kiss whispered "oh darling, id give you the moon if i could" and i could not get it out of my head.. and of course i wont forget grandpa who was patiently waiting in the car and he got a hug as well.
i went to a possible school for me here.. the
Scottsdale Culinary Institute Le Cordon Bleu 15 months and i get an associate degree BUT its a whole lot of money.. its
top 4 in the country. i was with my aunt and grandmother and we had a tour i got to meet 2 chefs! they are the COOLEST! one was German and the other was a native i guess. the only thing that's worrying me is tuiton i can get student loans and grants but its a lot of money.. but ASU does not have my second choice if its not the culinary institute. oh fooey. at the end of the day all i can say is i
LOVE it out here.